Sooo....hi flist *sheepish grin* Sorry it's been so long since I've updated, again. I've just been busy reading everyone's journal's instead of filling my own, haha. But I'm here to rectify that (at least a little).

Last week I filled out an apartment application and yesterday I took in my pay stubs and the deposit check. They're going to run my credit and all that stuff, and then (fingers crossed) everything will work out and I'll be moving in on December 5th. I'm a little scared because I'm actually going to be living by myself, but I'm also excited at the same time. I think it'll be good for me to be on my own for a bit. And as long as I get 25-30 hours a week at work I should be able to handle the rent good enough. Wish me luck! :D

I'm getting more and more excited for Thanksgiving and Christmas. This is my favorite time of year, not just because it's Fall, but because of the aforementioned holidays fast approaching. The smell in the air...the comfy, cozy clothes...the roaring fires and hot chocolate...it's just so wonderful. TIME TO BUST OUT THE CHRISTMAS MUSIC and track down my Christmas icons so they'll be ready for December :DDD

And I'm thinking about sending out holiday cards this year...hmmm...I'll keep you guys posted about that.

Hope you all have an awesome week! <3

What do I call myself if I really, honestly believe in romantic, completely & utterly happy, head over heals, true love, BUT, I don't really think I'll ever have it?

Does that still make me a romantic? Or some kind of pessimistic romantic? Or just...weird? 

Suggestions? Thoughts?


I had a strange last 24 hours, obviously.

Where is musicalslore203 ? GURL, I have gone to the gym the last 3 days in a row. I thought you'd be happy to know :)


I just had my one week break before my new quarter starts. One week is never enough. Whoever decided that obviously didn't have to go to school in a quarter system. Lame.

BUT, starting a new quarter means another change.....like my major. 2 weeks before the end of last quarter I decided to change my major from Digital Film and Video Production to Web Design. There are many reasons, for which I won't bore you all here, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I'll at least be happier now and maybe even have energy and creativity to vid something. GOODNESS I miss it so much :(


I hope you all have a wonderful weekend! I'll be scouting some new places to do photoshoots and possibly seeing a movie with my grandma, haha.

<3

Because I've had a really shitty week of finals and could use a little lovin.


♥ I love you because...♥

So I made a pretty huge decision yesterday. And I'm still trying to figure out if it was the right one :/

I will be working on finals ALL weekend. Kill me. Kill me now.



I hope you all enjoy your weekend at least <3



This post was pointless, haha

So in the next 48 hours I have a huge (and I mean possibly life-changing) decision to make :(

I don't wanna. I just want someone to tell me what I'm supposed to do.

I hate not knowing. It's killing me.



OH. And doctors suck. Looks like I'll be waiting another 5 weeks to finally start the road to clear skin >:|

FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU medical bullshit.

Obvious posed picture is obvious. But I still love it, so there.

I really am going to miss her.

HOLD ME GUYS :'(